by the fans for the fans

This is just my personal belief, but I think that because cancer is more or less a man made illness, that God chooses not to intervene. We brought it on ourselves therefore we deal with the consequences by paying with our lives.
I can't really say that it came out of nowhere for me because I've taken contraceptives, which increase the risk, I've smoked, and have gone back to smoking in order to cope. I've never been good at managing stress at all, and I've engaged in other risky behaviors, so I brought this on myself. sure I didn't ask for it, nobody does but I did things knowing my risk would increase and I thought oh it would never happen to me, because that's how we think when its not us. It sucks but that's reality for you.

In other news it's snowing again, even with the sun out. Crazy ass weather can't seem to make up its mind.

That's true
But that's part of forgiveness, you have a clean slate.
Everything is brand spanking new,no past.

Oh well my boss texted me and said I go to work if I wanted to.
Guess I can get good check I'll go in early.

I'll still be lurking

Came in early and get out early

Quick night

Well switching from nights to days.
In a few days 9am-2pm

Well,should know in a few days.
When I start the other job mon-Fri 9am -2pm alot better.

Day off lurking mode on

dragging my feet today. Some days are better than others, but this one sucked.

Snowed a little now rainy.
So now I'll be working from 9am to 2pm next week.

Keep on going gal

Rain is also in my forecast for this week and snow for Sunday. I'll get my butt to the store before the rain. I need more smokes and more ice coffee.