by the fans for the fans

Well the school I'm at 2 days of the week I'm off for MLK day

Yay!

Night lurking mode on

I had to open my big mouth because it snowed not once but twice and its colder than hell out. So much for a warm winter lol.

Lol
No snow just cold

Well yesterday's snow turned into ice chunks thanks to the light rain we had. Made for some hazardous sidewalks. I hate the ice more than I hate the snow. We had a light blizzard early this morning that covered the ice, but now that's going to freeze. FML

Had some of that a few years ago
Have mlk off tomorrow, good I don't have to deal with those micro managing goof balls,it's just a part time job

Good for you. Days off are nice. Means you can sleep in. Every day is a day off for me, sometimes I hate it so I just keep busy with things to keep from going loopy. The morphine helps cause it keeps me bed ridden on those bad days.

Well I don't have to be at work until 5:30 or 6 at the latest, so I wake bout 9 most days.when I get home and watch duck dynasty lol thier to funny.

Kinda a new Road in my life,not use to working 4 hours but a nice change

Some days I'll fall asleep as early as 6 PM and not wake up till 7 AM the next morning. It's like being in a mini coma, but its nice when I have those visitation dreams. I swear some nights I can feel him sitting or lying down on the bed next to me. It's so vivid and real.

One night I was sick I felt him tucking me in and kissing my head. the next really vivid experience was when he laid down next to me and put his arm around me like he used to do. It's experiences like that which prove to me there is some kind of afterlife and it's not just hallucinations. I was never on any medication both those times or any times I had dreams where he and I were talking.

It's comforting to know that he'll be the one to come get me when that day comes. I was there for him till the end and he'll be here for me till my end. He already said if I was ready to join him now I could but I said no, as much as I love him and want to be with him I need to stay for our birds. Only when I start losing the ability to care for myself will I have to find them new homes, hopefully that's a few years away if I'm lucky.

I said to the lord, give me at least two years and then you can take me. Hopefully that request will be honored.

He can give you more,but that's up to you.
The mini books explain that and the mini books with scriptures have to be read like taking medicine