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KaineMorrison wrote: Bald "kitties" are the best "kitties"

They certainly are cute

KaineMorrison wrote:

LadyGrimes wrote: Oh god it's 1 degree here, feels like -11 Kill me now!

on the other hand this is how I spend my nights

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Mine's much bigger!

KaineMorrison wrote:

LadyGrimes wrote: Welp I only have $3 left in my bank account rn

RIP

that means no booze or nothing else till the weekend.

Not as bad as one of my friends though who told me hes got -$61 in his account.
Oh god the overdraft fees, also how does someone spend THAT much?
Maybe I'm just outta touch with the youngin culture today.

Young culture?
How old are you?
I'm 36.

Oh how I long and ache for my teen years back!

Isn't it obvious? I'm 100 years old!

No but seriously, 31 going on 32 and I say youngin culture cause a lot of my friends are younger than me. The youngest is 22 I believe. But I also have friends that are older too. My roommate I live with is 61 and dumber than a sack of rocks.

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KaineMorrison wrote:

LadyGrimes wrote:

KaineMorrison wrote:

LadyGrimes wrote: Welp I only have $3 left in my bank account rn

RIP

that means no booze or nothing else till the weekend.

Not as bad as one of my friends though who told me hes got -$61 in his account.
Oh god the overdraft fees, also how does someone spend THAT much?
Maybe I'm just outta touch with the youngin culture today.

Young culture?
How old are you?
I'm 36.

Oh how I long and ache for my teen years back!

Isn't it obvious? I'm 100 years old!

No but seriously, 31 going on 32 and I say youngin culture cause a lot of my friends are younger than me. The youngest is 22 I believe. But I also have friends that are older too. My roommate I live with is 61 and dumber than a sack of rocks.

Is she cute?

She's okay but her stupidity and childish demeanor stand out more tbh. I could tell you stories about the shit I've had to deal with. She's got a lot of money but shes totally irresponsible with it. Like spends mindlessly on shit she doesn't need and then wonders why she doesn't have enough to pay her T mobile bill. She also allows others to take advantage of her and I just recently found out shes been paying her ex husband's phone bill as well as her daughters.

and the sad part? I had to be the one to tell her she shouldn't be doing that. They're working and they have jobs so they can afford their own bills. smh
I honestly feel bad for her, especially since the case worker she was seeing totally abandoned her and at the worst time. So she isn't getting any help from anyone and doesn't even have a PCP for crying out loud. She's self medicating because she thinks that's what I mean when I tell her you need to take care of yourself.

God I need to stop talking about her before I need another drink lol or just face palm so hard it kills me. I like her shes nice and all but DAMN, the woman needs to do for herself.

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KaineMorrison wrote: Nothing wrong with a childish demeanor.
But yeah, paying an ex's bills in not cool.

She just needs a new guy in her life it sounds like.
But then, would you be able to deal with the moans and groans of passion coming from the next room?

Those would be moans and groans of disappointment before the man walks out on her. Her last "boyfriend" was a real keeper that only kept her around because he needed someone to do his shopping and clean his apartment, and she did it all. Even bought him cigarettes when he asked or gave him money to play lotto.

But his stupid ass got evicted for being too loud and obnoxious. He's Syrian so he would go off on all these religious rants which pissed his neighbors off. He was also abusive too and threatened her life a few times. After he became homeless he was coming over here and starting same shit so I said no, put my foot down and called the police. he HATES my guts now because of it but it had to be done because she wouldn't do it or even ask him to leave because she was afraid.

I mean when I was telling the police the same thing she told me about him threatening to kill her she had the gall to say its just a lie! FFS shes lucky to have me as her roommate because she would've ended up in a nursing home because no one wants her living with them, especially her own family. It's sad.

But the downside is I'm disabled too and very sick and sometimes she causes me more stress than I can handle. But I almost ended up in a nursing home too if I didn't make the decision to get into rehab. But rehab itself was a total fucking nightmare so I don't know if being in a nursing home would've been better? Both my roommate and I were in the program together so thats how we become roommates.

I almost ended up with the first roommate I had who was just as old, wow this place really knew who to match me up with didn't they? She was nice too but sick and became worse when she ended up being over-medicated and on this anti depressant that she was allergic to. I still rememeber the name it was called Latuda. I was put on that shit too for my depression and it had the same effect on me but I stopped taking it and started flushing it. So that roommate ended up being taken to a nursing home after that and then I got my current roommate and when it came time to exit the program we decided to be roommates and moved into the building across the street. Been here for 4 years now and I still see all the crazy shit that goes on in those rehab apartments because police and ambulance are always there just about every night. I'm guessing they're dealing with the violents or the suicidals who come into the program. there's been fights too. I saw one not that long ago actually.

But yeah no one can really stand my roommate. I don't know why I'm so tolerant of her tbh. I'm not even on any meds for that lol
the booze helps tho <3
I also used to smoke but I quit like 2 or three years ago. Still get cravings here and there ugh.

I'm disabled as well.